Friday, June 6, 2008

More Updates...

Went to Singapore Flyer last Sunday, took some photos, and still photos.
The view was magnificent. Frankly, i was a little scared initially as i'm afraid of
heights and cable car rides...

Some photos that i had taken that day...



My ticket

Taken near the entrance

As you can see, there's a reflection' in this photo.
Hee, i'm not a pro.

View taken at the top

Us


Thank you for that trip:)

It has been quite a busy and stressful month due to my exams. But I'm glad cause it's OVER!!
Thanks for the prayers.

Another thing to pray for is my job. Thank God for the interviews He gave me. And also, 2nd
round of interview for both banks. According to the Hr, this will be the determining one.

I was very surprised that one of the bank called me for 2nd interview cause i was half an hour
late! yes, late! That morning was really bad, had some family problems affecting me and i took
a cab, yet met a massive jam from cte to bukit timah. At that time, I'm losing all my hopes cause
i feel that being punctual is so important for interviews( though I'm always late for other events),
and i screwed up. Thank God for kallang , Gh trying to talk things out of me.

When i reached there, i kept apologizing to the Hr. Thank God that she says 'it's alright, don't
let this affect me'. Was quite encouraged by her and during a few minutes before the interviewers
came, made a prayer. It took about 1 hour, tough interview, keep bombarding me with questions
relating to compliance, processes, improvements. The question commonly asked popped up,
' strengths and weaknesses?' AWW, i don't like this question. I told them that i worry unduly.

One of the lady replied:'Is it because you have high expectations of yourself?'
I was stunned, but quickly replied saying it's more like motivating myself, stuffs like that.
I was quite surprised that she said i have high expectations, cause usually heard that from people
who know me quite well. Quite afraid that i may leave her bad impression due to this' high
expectation'. Personally, i feel that having high expectations is good but pushing too hard may
be too much. That is a weakness that i see myself pushing too hard that i become very depressed
when i fall down. So i think when they know that u have high expectations may not be that good
after all. It really depends on how fast you pick up. But thank God, i managed to earn their trust in
going for 2nd round.

Whether i pass or fail this round, i lift it up to God. I will try to do my best and i believe that He
will do what He thinks is best for me.

Still struggling with other problems.
God, please change me not to say hurting words.
Change me to cherish what i have.
Change me to accept the person for who he is.
Change me.
I'm sorry.

1 comment:

Kallang said...

Dun be too hard on yrself..
pls take care n remember GOD is in absolute control at all times!!

Prayer only works if you believe GOD can move

(no matter wat the outcome is..know that GOD has his reasons..and that He can TURN things around)

love U