In a day plus, the results will be known.
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It's so hard sometimes to learn to trust God, that i may
want to do it my way.
I couldn't even trust myself, my judgment, my everything.
Just trying to press on in everything i do. For a setback that
i overcame, it made me stronger and increasing my tolerance
limits. God has a purpose for everyone, plans to prosper us, not
to harm us. But each setback that i've been through, i have to
suffer some hurting stuffs.
The past hurts have not gone away. Whenever i see things
repeating itself, i'm afraid of taking a step more. I'm afraid that
what happens in the past will repeat itself all over again.
I keep questioning if i'm not good enough for everything, everyone.
Is that the reason that things keep falling back to square one?
God teaches us to keep away from worldly desires. But i see people
pursuing those desires and fall away from Him. I pray that i won't be
one when i start working. I definitely do agree that i'm someone
quite 'happening' in the past, and i do want to change. I wonder if i'm
able to.
God, when will these end? or will these end in the 1st place?
or i just have to take it as it is?
There's so many giants/mountains that i need to overcome.
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