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I dont know what to say, whether to smile or to remain silent.

Knowing that it is with me forever hurts me and makes me ponder why i am the 'lucky' one?
Furthermore, it is a burden to others.

Trying as hard as i can to ignore and be happy to live with it, but its so hard.

God created me beautifully and wonderfully made.
I know He has His plans for me and everything happens for a reason.
To lift up and cast my worries on Him is so diffficult when it is something i cant change or do anything to improve the situation.

But yet i know it is during these situations that i need to lift up to Him cause He is the only one who can do the
impossible. There is really nothing i can do to improve and i can only seek Him for help. I know He will and will provides the best for me.

Father,

i lift up my health to you.
May your Holy Spirit protect me and keep me safe.
I am yours.

I pray that i will be strong no matter what challenges or results it may be.
I pray for direction n ask for your guidance in every thing i do.

Huiping

Thanking Him Always

So much stuffs have happened to my family and I.
Looking back for the past 2 years, it had been alot alot of changes.

Just wanna thank Him for being there, being so real in my life.
I prayed, U answered.
It's like a miracle that i had survived through so many stuffs.
Things unknown to alot of people, things kept only within my heart, alots more.

Its not only a miracle, but it's a chance to show how God is so real.
Cant imagine myself praying and praying, yearning for Him to answer me straight away.
That day is a wonderful day and i will always rem how He spoke to me in that incident.
PUSH (Pray until something happens).

Yes, its real! Before i m a christian, i have doubts on this 'PUSH'.
Frankly, even when i m a christian, i have doubts too.
How can this be real? Will God really answer?

Yes, He will. It happened to me. And it will happen to all who trust in Him.

Thanking Him for a bunch of Noobies Noobies praying and supporting me.

Thank you, Lord.

Imperfections

Recently, there's a TV commercial showing how little imperfections make the relationship perfect.
When her husband is on the verge of death, it is those little imperfections that make her feel happy that her husband's still alive. Her husband's snores may wake her up, but at least in a good way.

Sometimes we see imperfections as big flaws that we cannot stand at all.
But a person can never be perfect, except Him.

You and I have flaws but it is how we see those flaws as good or bad.
Perception of flaws is important as it will affect how we judge a person.
But who are we to judge a person?
Don't judge a person as we are in no position to judge a person.
To some, it may be a weakness but to others, it may be a strength.

In a relationship, there's ups and downs. You and I may complain that we are not good in certain ways, but both of us know that we complement each other with our flaws and strengths.

After watching this commercial, it teaches me to cherish people around me and stop complaining or pinpointing at people's flaws but always see the flaws as something good.
Likewise, see more of the person's strengths than the person's flaws & you live happier.