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I dont know what to say, whether to smile or to remain silent.

Knowing that it is with me forever hurts me and makes me ponder why i am the 'lucky' one?
Furthermore, it is a burden to others.

Trying as hard as i can to ignore and be happy to live with it, but its so hard.

God created me beautifully and wonderfully made.
I know He has His plans for me and everything happens for a reason.
To lift up and cast my worries on Him is so diffficult when it is something i cant change or do anything to improve the situation.

But yet i know it is during these situations that i need to lift up to Him cause He is the only one who can do the
impossible. There is really nothing i can do to improve and i can only seek Him for help. I know He will and will provides the best for me.

Father,

i lift up my health to you.
May your Holy Spirit protect me and keep me safe.
I am yours.

I pray that i will be strong no matter what challenges or results it may be.
I pray for direction n ask for your guidance in every thing i do.

Huiping