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My new job is a huge transition for me.
To study about derivatives is different from my real hands on.
Maybe i'm not studying hard.

My new job function requires me to do a lot of investigation on confirmation
of settlement, discrepancies on trades, trade settlements, reconciliation of
our equity breaks, mainly on swaps and options.

Initially, i think the job scope should be quite ok, since i did something like that
before, except different PRODUCTS.... Man, it's so DIFFERENT!!
It's a lot tougher than cash. Cash is so much easier than derivatives.
It prompted me to think whether if i'm smart enough to be here.

Since working for almost 7 weeks, i'm finally grasping the idea of what i'm doing.
Less questions asked, more work done alone. Good thing.

Though this week i have been working late, but i'm glad cause i have cleared my
ageing settlement breaks. :)
I trust in Him, that He puts me here is definitely for a reason, for my own good.

I know that i'm not doing well as others, but i hope to open my heart even bigger
to accept the comments so that i can take it well, and will spur me to work harder.
(Prayers needed)

Something that i learned from this experience:
I always have to give my best, be it in ppl r/s and at work,
so that in the event that something fails, you
know you did your best. And when giving your best, you always feel satisfied.

It's been really hard for people around me, i know myself for being moody at times.
I'm sorry.

Thank guys for praying for me, for coming down to have lunch with me,
really feel so blessed that God place me here to
get to know ya people.