Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Updates again...

There's too many things that have overwhelmed me, causing me to lose
myself. Too many things to worry/think/decide.

Just tired of everything, wanna take a break and start afresh, but can i
really do that?

I'm going to msg her that i will be leaving.
I'm tired of facing people that keep reminding me of the past.
Even though they said i'm doing well, but i chose not to believe.
Call me a coward, i know i'm not facing my giant.
But if i am going to continue, i don't think i have the energy, strength to pull
through.

Anyway, went to zoo with GH last week(i think so).

This animal is very cute, like to play alone.
A pity i never shoot the video of it.


Quite an interesting picture that i saw at the back of a truck

trying out my camera



I like white tigers, but this one looks like it's sleepy.

look at the little monkey, look so cute, very different from the ones at church. We managed to catch their feeding session and caught hold of below pictures. They are agile and smart enough to climb down using a ladder from the treetop. Look at their food, Durians??



A weird feeling??

Went sentosa alone on tuesday, took a break.
It was a very hot day.

The merlion

I walked from here...



to here....


to here...



i'm still walking..


Initially, wanted to buy back the pink dolphin at the underwater world cos i lost it. But when i reached there, only then i realised that i have to pay the entrance fee for under water world then can go to the souvenir shop. In the end, i never got to buy it back...

Songs of the sea(if i never rem wrongly), musical fountain that starts 7 plus daily.
I never got to see it too.
..


On the way back..


Being a sua ku... i didnt know how to go back to vivo except by cars.
Initially, i feel 'paisei' to ask the people how to go back cos i'm a singaporean!!
How can i not know??
But i don't want to get trapped here, still have something to do..
I see people tapping the cards at the station.
I realised, 'Sheeet, i dun have the card...??'

So 1st, i asked the person at the ticket counter for musical show on the ways to go back.
Answer:You can take the Train (sentosa express) or bus.

I replied, ' thank you very much!'

And i walked off.

But the problem is i dun ve the cards, i walked from left to right, from front to back.
Finally i approached the assistant at the station.

'Sorry, i do not have the cards. Hmmm, how??'

The person replied, 'Dun worry, Miss. You can get out of sentosa.
Once you are here at sentosa, we will let you out.'

My goodness, i spent around half an hr thinking of how to go back without a card!!

What a joke!


Finally back to vivo

Spent some time doing something.
Little gift for him.




Sunday, September 21, 2008

No matter..

No matter why you did it, God loves you
No matter how you had reacted, God still loves you
No matter what caused you to do it, God loves you still

His grace is sufficient for all things you can bear.
Since you can survive previous ordeals, this time round, with God,
all things are possible.

You will recover and see the beauty of His kingdom.
You will be renewed as you accept Him again.
You will have to trust Him for all to happen.
He will not harm you, but He will be there with you no matter what happens.

Trust and Believe He will heal.

Do not be afraid as you are not alone.
Even if nobody understands how you are feeling, God understands.
He had gone through it all.
He will understand.

God loves you more than anyone else.
He had paid for your sins.
Forgive yourself, forgive everybody who has hurt you.
They meant no harm.
Let go and you shall be set free.

Trust that you will recover
Trust that you will be set free
Trust that all things are possible with Him
God loves you alot and always.

You are strong and you have always been strong.
You are now even stronger when you have God.
Press on, face it with God.
You are able to do it and you will recover.
You will and you will.